wedding

my wedding is about 7 month to go. everything seems to be in schedule. properly plan. venue, book. food vendor for reception book. gown book. baju nikah bought. hantaran on the way. doorgift already know what to have. tok kadi book. see, everything is in order. dont get me wrong, i am delighted that everything is in order.i am after all a person who plans thing. in properly planning sheet ok.

BUT,

i am also a person who beleive in fairy tales. how i wish that a person would swept away my feet and propose in the most romantic way. or simply .... "my dear, love of my life, will you marry me....today?" a surprise wedding! ouh how i wish. mind you, when i was a little girl, i dream to be a princess.. well, i am still dreaming of it. such fantasy . not a queen! but a princess! pure princess.
anyway, back to the love marriege proposal thing.
even though i do wish all that, i never imagine it clearly in my head. if ever there is any proposal. proper proposal. how would it be.where would it be. for my love life, there is no direct proposal. the idea of getting married to each other always linger in our mind. my boyfriend is more of a realistic person, "when i am sure i want to get married to the person, then only i will get into the relationship". so the minute he says he loves me, the idea of marrige is always there. NO surprise.

But you might never know, maybe our honeymoon would be a surprise fairy tale get-a-way that will swept of my feet and bring me smile forever =)


still i am very much greatfull to have him by my side since 2004 and the family who blessed our love right from the beginning.