wedding

my wedding is about 7 month to go. everything seems to be in schedule. properly plan. venue, book. food vendor for reception book. gown book. baju nikah bought. hantaran on the way. doorgift already know what to have. tok kadi book. see, everything is in order. dont get me wrong, i am delighted that everything is in order.i am after all a person who plans thing. in properly planning sheet ok.

BUT,

i am also a person who beleive in fairy tales. how i wish that a person would swept away my feet and propose in the most romantic way. or simply .... "my dear, love of my life, will you marry me....today?" a surprise wedding! ouh how i wish. mind you, when i was a little girl, i dream to be a princess.. well, i am still dreaming of it. such fantasy . not a queen! but a princess! pure princess.
anyway, back to the love marriege proposal thing.
even though i do wish all that, i never imagine it clearly in my head. if ever there is any proposal. proper proposal. how would it be.where would it be. for my love life, there is no direct proposal. the idea of getting married to each other always linger in our mind. my boyfriend is more of a realistic person, "when i am sure i want to get married to the person, then only i will get into the relationship". so the minute he says he loves me, the idea of marrige is always there. NO surprise.

But you might never know, maybe our honeymoon would be a surprise fairy tale get-a-way that will swept of my feet and bring me smile forever =)


still i am very much greatfull to have him by my side since 2004 and the family who blessed our love right from the beginning.

WiShIn' and HoPiN' and ThiNKiN' and PrAyIn'

Alot of things suddenly is happening in 1 day. inspired by her OWN DRESS, and DREAM of making and tailoring it on her own. and if it is a big success she will post it on and see if there is any possible buyer. if there is...then...she know what she wants to do for the rest of her life. she likes her new dreams and hope.

and she also did something unusual, like she "ACCIDENTALLY" bookmark 12 wedding blogs.. and realise that she needs to get everything done by September. everything! theme. baju! all the borang.. kursus...hiv test. OK, its not that she didn't bother to get herself prepare all this while, but she just didnt know there is a gazillion borang to fill up. all she knew is that kursus kahwin..then hiv test. then bleh kawin!.. tak bleh yeh... and she suddenly have all the GAZILLION ideas to do a lot of things.

but all this DREAM,all the FANTASY PRINCESS hopes, makes her a CHEARFULL person for the day. i guess she is just the type of gurl that cant be left idle. if not she will drag on how bored melaka is. ALL THE TIME~


SO NOW,
NEXT TO DO LIST
1) Love-Get everything together and plan off
2) Career-Start of with the sewing and look out for research proposal.

There is need for ever-lasting progression for us to be a better human being
a journey i must take

"what if i ran away,would u catch me?"

"I want to walk side by side with u, not infront not behind"

^_^


-2006-

If its meant to be ^_^

I wish i could just sit back and relax
not that i am complaining not getting AMPLE of rest.
but certain things.
that i couldn't be bother anymore
seems love and fate is not on my side,
y bother~

so,sit back and relax, watever happens, happen ^_^

This time of year~

Wat did i do this time of year, last year. we went skiinggggg!!!..
not much skiing i must say, alot of falling and a whole week of body ache!
never the less, it is a great weekend for all of us!
We sure are a bunch of jakun-snow-people =)

me-ikmal-cuna, discussing on a snow fight....iyer ker?

discuss lagi!

and of cos the poyos konon konon skiing .more like rolling down..

and Yes, we had fun!

for people that never went skiing, OR never seen THAT much of snow in your whole life, tolonglah sekali pergi... its a thing that i tot i wouldnt enjoy. but i did!
wish that i am back there rite now.

^_^


~dream big, feel love, you are~