wedding

my wedding is about 7 month to go. everything seems to be in schedule. properly plan. venue, book. food vendor for reception book. gown book. baju nikah bought. hantaran on the way. doorgift already know what to have. tok kadi book. see, everything is in order. dont get me wrong, i am delighted that everything is in order.i am after all a person who plans thing. in properly planning sheet ok.

BUT,

i am also a person who beleive in fairy tales. how i wish that a person would swept away my feet and propose in the most romantic way. or simply .... "my dear, love of my life, will you marry me....today?" a surprise wedding! ouh how i wish. mind you, when i was a little girl, i dream to be a princess.. well, i am still dreaming of it. such fantasy . not a queen! but a princess! pure princess.
anyway, back to the love marriege proposal thing.
even though i do wish all that, i never imagine it clearly in my head. if ever there is any proposal. proper proposal. how would it be.where would it be. for my love life, there is no direct proposal. the idea of getting married to each other always linger in our mind. my boyfriend is more of a realistic person, "when i am sure i want to get married to the person, then only i will get into the relationship". so the minute he says he loves me, the idea of marrige is always there. NO surprise.

But you might never know, maybe our honeymoon would be a surprise fairy tale get-a-way that will swept of my feet and bring me smile forever =)


still i am very much greatfull to have him by my side since 2004 and the family who blessed our love right from the beginning.

WiShIn' and HoPiN' and ThiNKiN' and PrAyIn'

Alot of things suddenly is happening in 1 day. inspired by her OWN DRESS, and DREAM of making and tailoring it on her own. and if it is a big success she will post it on and see if there is any possible buyer. if there is...then...she know what she wants to do for the rest of her life. she likes her new dreams and hope.

and she also did something unusual, like she "ACCIDENTALLY" bookmark 12 wedding blogs.. and realise that she needs to get everything done by September. everything! theme. baju! all the borang.. kursus...hiv test. OK, its not that she didn't bother to get herself prepare all this while, but she just didnt know there is a gazillion borang to fill up. all she knew is that kursus kahwin..then hiv test. then bleh kawin!.. tak bleh yeh... and she suddenly have all the GAZILLION ideas to do a lot of things.

but all this DREAM,all the FANTASY PRINCESS hopes, makes her a CHEARFULL person for the day. i guess she is just the type of gurl that cant be left idle. if not she will drag on how bored melaka is. ALL THE TIME~


SO NOW,
NEXT TO DO LIST
1) Love-Get everything together and plan off
2) Career-Start of with the sewing and look out for research proposal.

There is need for ever-lasting progression for us to be a better human being
a journey i must take

"what if i ran away,would u catch me?"

"I want to walk side by side with u, not infront not behind"

^_^


-2006-

If its meant to be ^_^

I wish i could just sit back and relax
not that i am complaining not getting AMPLE of rest.
but certain things.
that i couldn't be bother anymore
seems love and fate is not on my side,
y bother~

so,sit back and relax, watever happens, happen ^_^

This time of year~

Wat did i do this time of year, last year. we went skiinggggg!!!..
not much skiing i must say, alot of falling and a whole week of body ache!
never the less, it is a great weekend for all of us!
We sure are a bunch of jakun-snow-people =)

me-ikmal-cuna, discussing on a snow fight....iyer ker?

discuss lagi!

and of cos the poyos konon konon skiing .more like rolling down..

and Yes, we had fun!

for people that never went skiing, OR never seen THAT much of snow in your whole life, tolonglah sekali pergi... its a thing that i tot i wouldnt enjoy. but i did!
wish that i am back there rite now.

^_^


~dream big, feel love, you are~

Two men looked out from prison bars,

One saw the mud, the other saw the Stars.

-Dale Carnegie-


^_^

Smile to the world~

For an unknown reason, today seems to be an extremely good day. no no. its an extremely great day!
mengapa?
ehe..tak tau...

woke up quite late , dreading myself to get out of bed....huwarrgggh... put on one of my fav shirt and skirt, some make up. "ouh, 7.20 already..aiseyh 20 minutes late...." luckly for me, my parking spot at the star lrt is still there. from there I sense the luckiness of the day. =)


I believe the idea of karma and energy that you put out to the world. despite how you would want to deny it, it does exist. in some way or another. If you smile to the world, the world will smile back ar you. if you smile to the nasi lemak tepi jalan makcik, she will smile back at you. Doesnt that bring little joy to your day.

working 9-6 can be a bit rutin. But you will learn how to enjoy each day as it goes. you will see the same person on the lrt sitting at the same exact point. It does make me wonder, as some of the days I will be exptremely early while some of the day I will be extremely late. But for some reason, I will still see the same familiar faces in the lrt. I guess everyone woke up late as well? Lalalalala...nevertheless, late or early, having a smile plastered to my face shut me off from the buziness of Kl life.

life is a hectic? nah. its alrite =)

SAYA MAHU HIDUP SENANG SELAMA LAMANYA.

Summer 2009 holiday pictures will be right up!
maybe today. maybe tomorow.



^_^



*perlu pergi ke Lmart sekarang juga! mencari bahan bahan nak buat kuih raya, nak ikut? ;p aperla ader sgt kat kedai tuh.

::for what its worth::

Sometimes life may not be as perfect as we have planned and hoped for.It never fails to surprise us be in a good or bad way. At the end of the day, it all comes back to God and may He be mercifull to us. Always. ^_^

Tomorow is Monday,

Monday is tomorow.

Like i care?


*wink*wink*


holiday sunny sunshine mood is in the air.

no monday blues should hit anyone. ^_^

One fine chill-out day in wedges. with ikmal~

A 5 inch wedges may make u look slim and get the ouh-so-flatering comment of,
"wanie u dah lose weight lagi eh?"
when u obviously havent, and been lazying around eating
Ben & Jerry ice cream instead of working out at the gym!
Dream weight of 48kg is sooo far awayyy.

But honestly, women who can wear high heels and seen running around
or simply, ok, simply,
walking down the stairs in it should be admired.
make it a 5 inch stilletto! that should get a reward.
Reason is = i know i cant!
Wedges are not as evil as the stilletto,
you will get the heights with less pain,
but not the sexyness that ONLY and ONLY comes along with stilletto.
Wanie nak pakai stilletto? aha, takperlah, terima kasih.
Wedges cukup!

and rewarding a first time 5"-high-wedges with another tub of Ben & Jerry,
compliment with juicy gossips under the sun is totally acceptable.
*wink*wink*





just word of advise,
watever it is, choose the escalater instead of stairs.
save the worries of tripping and rolling all the way down.

GOOD MORNING!!


OK, now smile!


^_^

Never go to bed angry, stay up and fight. - Phyllis Diller






But there is no use of fighting wen there is no one listening.
Such a waste of emotion.

SO WAT?!!

i screw up my financial engineering paper ...i think...

screwed! BIG time !

heh......

cried my eyes out while talking with my parents bout it.

suddenly my dad change the subject by saying,

"ouh, abah tgk gambar wanie makan nasi lemak. cantik. pakai tudung bunga bunga"


how lame it can be

but i believe that manage to actually make me smile a bit.

so wat if i screw 10 credit! so wat??

^_^

life still goes on.

i still have 3 paper to go.

haih. banyak ler pulak.

and yes, i look nice in the picture makan nasi lemak. yes.

financial engineering, get lost plz.

and here is another picture of me that i like.
its not my fav though.
but the expression that i put,
t.e.n.a.n.g.

kan ke elok kalau tenang setiap ari.


^_^

* terasa seperti sesi perasan diri lawa ler pula. so wanie perasan. so? sesuka hati wanie.






* "Ya Allah ya tuhanku, mudahkan lah segala yg sukar, sesungguhnya memudahkan segala yg sukar adalah mudah bagi-Mu ya Allah. Help us all. "

a very very nice weird dream indeed.


wish it will come true.

.mengejar mimpi....~

" ade ke budak merempit, naik scooter, bawak guitar",
from Merah Puteh drama series.



i laugh real hard while trying to imagine

a guy merempit,
bawak guitar
naik scooter.



nak merempit macam mana gitu?
^_^
adeih.

the new malay series really capture my attention for sure..
and aizat songs has been my fav all long..
his voice..
with his guitar.....
the words that he choose... ^_^

LALALALALALALA ;)

the timing cant be any "better"